the original post.. was an angsty one.. one about people leaving church for another.. one about how i think their reasons are just their own self-justification, in their attempt to make themselves feel good about leaving, and not proper reasons..
they dont owe the church anything, they dont have to stay.. but they havent done what they should to make it a better place for them.. they just want to go to a place where their choice of fruits are given to them on a platter..
then i thought about it.. what's the point of ranting.. it does nobody any good.. and after all.. i did start this new blog, promising not to talk about anything angsty..
so i reflected..
am i really that bad a leader that so many under me wants to leave?
am i really blind to something that they see and i dont?
even though we are serve wholeheartedly without a return in mind, can the reason of "its only fair that i get something back in return" a proper reason?
do i feel a sense of unfairness.. yes.. but.. all things happen for a reason..
i may not see it now.. i may not see it in a few years.. but im sure someday, God will show me why things have come to this..
pray that those left behind.. will find the strength.. to overcome this..
