since young, as long as i can remember, i always have this thing with the cold breeze in the evening. no matter where i'll be, be it standing on the mrt platform waiting for a train, or sitting in front of my computer at home. it never fails to get me into a lonely mood, as if i am all alone in this world with no company. im so not gonna survive winter..
being in the month of december, other than being very wet, it can get really breezy here in singapore, especially when your house is 12 levels up and your windows are not obstructed by any buildings. so, once again, today's breeze got me into such a mood again, and after a while, i decided to cheer myself up by watching home alone 2!
i used to watch the first and second home alone so often, back in the days when vcr are still found in every single house and people record whatever they want to watch onto the tapes, and home alone just happens to be one of those shows we recorded.
seeing how kevin go around new york all by himself, it got me thinking about my lack of courage to go travel a unfamiliar country by myself, the many what ifs that holds me back..
but again, it can be such a nice thing too, like cameron diaz in the holiday, finding herself taking a holiday all by herself in a cottage in england, surrounded by empty fields, driving in a mini cooper to a small village center to get her groceries, to hang out at a bar, to be away from everything that has made her life so familiar and comfortable.
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uk in november 2012? lets see if i muster enough courage by then..
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