HWSNBN

i could never have planned a better approach to the return of He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named. a long chrismas weekend away from work, 5.5 days long, doing almost nothing.

8 months ago, on my birthday, i bid farewell to HWSNBN, thinking he is gonna be out of my life forever. was still in a shock then after hearing the news of his departure, half thinking whether it is an april fool's joke even though he is probably the last person i expect to pull off a joke. for the few days before i found out about the news, and the few weeks after, i wasn't sure whether it was a good thing or bad thing, the big unknown, the uncertainity looms ahead.

8 months on, though sometimes wishing that he is around so people cannot push us around so easily, i kinda dread his return. the unnecessary stress, the sometimes unreasonable scolding, the feeling that an explosion is just around the corner.

i told myself, this time round, i will not be fearful for no reason, to not be afraid of leaving at 6 plus especially if i have finished my work, to not be stressed out by his mood swings. only time will tell if i can do it though.

it's been a while since i dread going to work so much.. it was good while it last.. i can only be thankful his return wasnt a months earlier..